How things change
Tuesday, June 11, 2013
I was reading my old blogs last night, and my... it is amazing how things change. I feel it is necessary to go through those from time to time to relive my old frustrations and remind myself just how far I have come.
When I am having a bad day, and I feel down on myself for whatever reason, I revisit those blogs and photos to remind myself that I am NOT that person anymore.
Last night at work was tough. There was cake all around me. I have a weakness for cake. Most of the time, I can stop at a bite or two, or at most a small piece, but last night I didn't feel like that was going to be possible. I felt like if I had a bite, it was going to turn ugly. So, I abstained. It wasn't easy. In fact is was down right hard, but I managed to do it.
I don't really want to go to work today. It is Law and Order SVU Marathon day on USA Network, raining out side and the cat is cuddled at my feet. I seriously don't want to get off the couch.
I am sore from lifting yesterday -- it is awesome. I love it. The weather is supposed to be crappy the next few days - don't think i will be getting a good bike ride in... well, maybe I will. Maybe I will go riding in the rain. I guess it depends on how warm it is going to be.
Blah, time to get ready for work. I may blog later on tonight if I have time and something to say