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.....got the final kick in the butt I needed....I guess


Monday, June 10, 2013

So here I am- to make the last leg of a very long journey- I am going to get down to 150 and then move forward from there- I have been struggling with this last bit of weight- but something personal happened in my life over the weekend- and it kind of threw me for a loop- and it got me to thinking about the fact that I need to stop trying to take care of everyone and everything except for me - I need to devote more time to me- and get this done- I have made an amazing discovery of a protein bar that I love love love- and keeps me full- I need some positive sparklers- I needs some words of encouragement- I am so beat down today and tired- and scared- I need this- I must do this- for my self esteem- for my health- for me :(
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AWOOD1973 6/17/2013 5:28AM

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FOXFIRENDTS 6/11/2013 2:28PM

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LYNNBELTONLOSES 6/11/2013 11:14AM

    HEY GIRL??? THIS IS ME. AND YOU KNOW ME. SO YOU KNOW I DON'T DO CUTESY HONEY. WE CRIED OVER THIS "ISH" TOGETHER, YOU AND ME, I PUSHED YOU, YOU LOST, AND I PUSHED SOMEMORE AND YOU LOST SOME MORE FAT HONEY. I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU LONG AGO THAT YOU ARE "ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS" FIRST. THOUGHT I GOT THAT INTO YOUR HEAD, MAYBE NOT ENOUGH THOUGH. I REMEMBER YOU AT 260 DAMN POUNDS HONEY, WE CRIED, AND I PUSHED YOU, YOU WAS PISSED HONEY BUT YOU GOT IT DONE GURL. I SAW 156 HONEY AND I SMILED AND I CRIED B/C I THOUGHT OF MY STRUGGLE AND HOW I WON AND YOU FINALLY WON LOOKIN ALL CUTE AND SLIM AS HELL. THEN TODAY I SEE 170 AND I KNOW WHATS GOIN ON HONEY B/C I DID THAT SAME "ISH" AND I TOLD YOU ABOUT IT GURL, I TOLD YOU YOU GOTTA PUSH BACK NOW EVEN HARDER NOW TO FIND YOU THE "ME" TIME TO KEEP YOUR FIGURE AND TO KEEP HEALTHY AND TO KEEP THE FAT AWAY GURL; TO TAKE CARE OF YOU "FIRST FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ALWAYS HONEY".
NOW, MOVING FORWARD GURL:
(YOU KNOW I'M PISSED HONEY BUT LYNN STILL LUVS YA)

170 - 156 = 14 DAMN POUNDS OF FAT HONEY!!!

YOU ARE TO LOSE THESE 14 POUNDS OF FAT GURL IN A MONTH. AND I'M BEIN NICE HONEY, TRUST ME. WE WILL CRY TOGETHER AGAIN, I WILL CUSS YOU OUT AGAIN, WE WILL LAUGH TOGETHER AGAIN GURL, WHATEVER WE GOTTA DO TO GET THIS "ISH" DONE B/C I WILL NOT I REPEAT NOT HAVE MY BEAUTIFUL (INDUCTED INTO THE FOLD) SISTAH GURL FAT AGAIN HONEY, DO YOU HEAR ME "1234MICH1"????

YOU ARE TO RE-READ ALL MY BLOGS AGAIN HONEY, YOU ARE TO FREAKIN CRY AGAIN, YOU ARE TO DIET, DIET, DIET AND TO BOOT CAMP YOUR ASS ALL THE WAY DOWN TO FREAKIN 149 POUNDS THIS TIME HONEY.

I WANT YOU AT YES GURL, 149 DAMN POUNDS BY AUGUST 1, 2013 HONEY.

SOOOOOOOO GURL YOUR "MISS LYNN POUNDS OF FAT OFF ASSIGNMENT" IS TO BE DOWN TO:

156 POUNDS BY JULY 15TH, 2013

AND THEN ANOTHER 7 POUNDS OF FAT OFF TO LEAVE YOU AT YOUR MAINTENENCE WEIGHT OF:

149 POUNDS BY AUGUST 1ST, 2013

DO I MAKE MYSELF ABSOLUTELY CLEAR HONEY????
YOU CAN IM ME ON MY YAHOO IM WHICH AGAIN IS:
belton_lynn
FOR DAILY ASSISTANCE GURL.

YOU NEED TO LIVE AND BREATH THIS FOR LIFE HONEY.
GET A WEIGHTLOSS GIRDLE FROM MY GURL TO HELP YOU KEEP IT OFF HONEY, TRUST ME GURL, THEY REALLY HELP YOU MAINTAIN YOUR WEIGHT AS WELL AS LOSS IT PERMANENTLY GURL. HER NAME IS (SWEETLEE_3050) YOU CAN SPARKMAIL HER AND TELL HER YOU MY GURL OR ASK ME FOR HER NUMBER HONEY AND I WILL GET HER CONTACT INFO TO YOU.

HOLLA AT ME HONEY,
AND LET ME KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU ARE FEELING MISS BEAUTIFUL.
WE DIDN'T COME THIS FAR HONEY TO TURN BACK NOW.
I HOPE YOU FELT THIS MESSAGE MAMA.

SMOOOTCHES GURL,
SINCERELY,
YOUR WEIGHTLOSS GIRLFRIEND FOR LIFE,
~lynn
(yahoo im: belton_lynn)

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BEKKASHAY 6/10/2013 8:14PM

    YAY!!!! So glad you are back!! I am here all day everyday! Check in with me girl!! LOVE YOU!!!!

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*RENEAT* 6/10/2013 5:50PM

    You have made it so far! You are amazing! We all get discouraged sometimes but don't that let it derail you. You are an inspiration!! emoticon

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1234MICH1 6/10/2013 3:55PM

    Thanks so so so much for telling me......make this week count!!!!!

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CECE0330 6/10/2013 3:52PM

    emoticon Love your hair! And what a remarkable journey you've made already. You CAN do this!!!! I'm trying to get my butt back down to the 40s. Got there, hung out a while, then slipped back to 156-157. Ugh. Let's make this week really count!!!

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