Saturday, June 08, 2013
I am with my folks and have been for the past few days. My life is not my own, and I am busy trying to help out with the house, and my mother and father. I am doing Sparkpeople, but barely, and working out is tough.
I barely get my 6000 steps in per day, and normally do this in the am, but my mom had me busy up until dinner, then I finally got a chance to rest, and now work out late at night. I love my folks but I can't wait to go home and be able to focus more on my working out, nutrition, and weight goals.
My mom should be better in a week, so I have to help out until then. I don't mind helping out my parents, but I wish I lived closer so that I could have my own life. I miss my husband something awful, and all my pets and home. I feel a bit stranded.
I don't want to complain but eating is tough too. We finally had a decent meal tonight, and I am actally under eating calories. I have to catch up tonight with some fruit and a bran muffin. I will not give up eating healthy, but today was tough trying to actually eat.
I hope tomorrow is better. Well, off I go to workout in a dingy basement, sigh!