Friday, June 07, 2013
Today started great, I woke up straight to a workout.
as the day has progressed it has gotten harder.
my wifi is not working right, so out of waiting and boredom i want to eat, I get past that then out of frustration I want to eat.
- I go to pay a bill online and there is a new sign on and so now on my slow wifi day I have to create a new profile making it difficult to pay a bill.
I want to give money and such a hassle.
Even now typing this post is slow and difficult.
eating, sleeping, ...it's all bad if the motive is to escape the problem.
then I reflect:
- I have my life, and life is good
- I am not in a flood or a tornado or any fire or natural disaster...
I have challenges but at the end of the day life is good.
I have to stop taking everything so personal, the computer problems are not against me personally although right now in my magnified mind it feels that way.
*I will press on!*...praying to press on and get over myself!