Arg! I just doesn't stop
Friday, June 07, 2013
I had to leave in the middle of my blog yesterday, so it's kinda incomplete. So I'm adding to it now.
... when I went to bed Wednesday evening, I felt OK. I knew I went over on my points, but I didn't feel like I had completely gone overboard and I thought, tomorrow is a new day. I'll do better tomorrow.
As things went, Thursday was not Wednesday's tomorrow.
I thought that I was going to celebrate a friends daughter's HS graduation, so I didn't pack my lunch. When I found out that it wasn't until Friday instead, I thought I would go out but have a salad instead. I didn't want to leave work alone so I ended up staying and eating in our cafeteria. I don't like their salads anymore - poor quality. But, they were having chicken fried chicken and mashed potatoes... OMG! One - I haven't had either in quite a long time. Two - those are a couple of my favorite foods. I thought, one more meal isn't really going to get me where I need/want to be, so it'll be OK, tomorrow will work just as well.
Every bite was oh so very good. Since I only got those two items, I wasn't full, but very satisfied and I was happy with that. But I did feel guilty eating so poorly. I just couldn't help but to kick myself... even today.
When Jason called to ask me about dinner plans, I told him I didn't have any plans or ideas because I thought he had wanted to make enchiladas and tacos. I LOVE his tacos so I was really looking forward to the meal.
I had 2 enchiladas and 3 tacos. I tried to only have one enchilada and 2 tacos, but I didn't stop myself. I didn't find the inner strength to not get them.
This morning my kids were watching TV when it was time for me to leave. I originally hadn't intended to get anything for breakfast, but then I remembered I made something SP good for me... and with it, instead of DP as I initially intended, I had H2O. Yeah me!
That's 2 points.
Until now, I didn't really know how I would handle graduation luncheon... but now that I'm writing my feelings, I have hope that I will do well enough as possible at Waterloo Icehouse.
Ta ta for now!