Friday, June 07, 2013
Attending a public hearing last night, I was concerned about getting a message out not what I looked like. However when I saw myself on two different tv stations news reports. There could be no denying. Makeup would have helped, and the camera does add pounds. But OH My! I really look like that??? I don't look that pudgy in the mirror, at least I didn't think I do. Thankfully there is one positive, I liked the sound of my voice.
I will not be providing the link until I change my physical appearance. I can no longer deny my denial about my physical appearance. No I am not vain, but lets face it folks, it is what is it and being obese is not how I visualized myself. I was shocked and appalled by the vision. To me my weight detracted from my message. I could hear comments like: "look at the fat lady" That is not how I want to be perceived.
What a way to get inspiration! The next time I'm "As Seen On TV" there will be less of me.