Hard to be part of what you're not
Thursday, June 06, 2013
That's how I feel today during this meeting day with my school. I have already been excessed, which translates into a feeling of being disposable and worthless and takes a career that you loved and turns it into a paycheck when it used to be a passion. The point of the students having a day off is so teachers can meet and set goals for next year. We discuss as a grade team and as a content area things we want to do in September, since I won't be here I feel a bit sad that this is a big waste of time for me. I'm not part of what will happen at this school and that also means I won't be a part of whatever is happening at my future school, so I get screwed on both ends and wind up being outside everything...hence this passion turning into a pay check. Time to start the new meeting.