a little frustrated
Wednesday, June 05, 2013
a little frustrated when my inner voice is blaring back at me in the form of another person. I hear my boyfriend trying to be supportive and motivating, but i do all that i can to motivate myself and it's a real struggle sometimes. So when i lash out at him for asking me numerous times about my eating or working out plans, it's really me fighting with my own inner voice. i hate to hear it from another person because i'm plaguing myself all day long. i want to hear that i'm doing a good job. i don't like to hear constant reminders to work out or count my calories, when i'm already committed or not committed in my own mind for those tasks. it feels like i'm doing it for someone else after awhile. i want some motivation, not criticism.