Wednesday, June 05, 2013
I am a complete ball of nerves today. I got my blood drawn and typed at the hospital this morning in case I have to have a blood transfusion and I was so nervous being there where I'll be tomorrow.
I'm on a liquid diet only, I'm doing my surgery prep (not fun, LOL), and now I'm just counting down until tomorrow morning.
To say I'm afraid is not even close to what I am feeling right now. I realize life will change tomorrow whether for the good or the bad or both. Life will just be different.
My kids are with their friends today so I'm glad that they are having fun and being taken care of. My best friend told me that several women in our homeschool group are going to deliver dinner for a few days so my husband doesn't have to cook, and I have organized and cleaned as much as I humanly can.
I am going to focus on relaxing and packing my bag for the hospital stay.