How hard it is to change
Wednesday, June 05, 2013
I'm probably not the only one starting this another time. I'm probably not the only one either to feel unconfident about this. But I feel like I really do have to do it. Everyday has been the same for the last couple of years : Tomorrow, I'll start a new diet.
I always ended up doing nothing, of course. I always thought : Tomorrow, I'll have the motivation to do this. Never have I been so wrong.
My biggest fear : to fail. I tend to be unable to accept failure for one day. In the past, when one day didn't go as perfectly as I wanted it to go, I quit. This is where it led me.
I am honestly not over motivated right now. But I know I have to lose weight. I selected easy fast breaks and I'll see how it goes.
I commit myself to write at least 3 times a week in this blog for a month.