In a rut....
Wednesday, June 05, 2013
I feel like a broken record.....always griping/writing about my unhappy marriage but never doing anything about it. Why can't I just leave? Why can't I just tell him I've had enough and want out? I am soooo unhappy and I know he is too. We've talked about it so many times but neither of us make the first move to actually end things. We've talked about counseling but honestly, I don't think it would help. Our issue is just plain incompatibility. I don't think that can be repaired with any amount of counseling.
I am so tired of this being the focus of my life. Life is too short. I feel like I'm holding myself back from living, from living the life I was meant to live.