Tuesday, June 04, 2013
things are just so crazy here right now.
we moved into this house in Nov and I still have boxes I need to go through and organized, had a few other people living with us and 1 took over my garage so I had no were to store things and they have finally left but when they did it left us short of money and as the landlord had put her on our lease the water company put her on the water bill and so back in Feb they found out she had an old water bill (over $600) and they turned off our water so we cant get it on till we come up with around $1000. with the wedding and that I have gotten so depressed and stress out that I haven't worked as much as I should/could have and so we have been even more short on money. having just enough to pay the rent and elec and phone/internet (need it for work)
I am trying so hard to work more so that we have the money we need but I just feel so tired all the time and I know my weight is not helping.
So here is my plan. commit to at least 5 hours of work a day and DO NOT uncommit . ( if you want to know what work I do comment and ill address it in the next blog).. go through 1 box a day and try to eat smaller potions ( depression eater, I depressed I eat, and eat a lot)
hopefully we will have enough to get the water back on by the end of July and my depression will life more.
till then I'm gonna