Tuesday, June 04, 2013
need to do a quick blog before i go to work
over the weekend i was shopping and found a really cute pair of shorts. i wear a 12 or 14 in shorts. however, in shirts, i have faced the fact that i need to go to plus size due to the fact that i am wide.( my dad, God rest is soul, would call me wide clyde).
so as i was looking for a pretty purple top, i couldnt find one. so i started going to other stores. my husband was looking in sears at the tools ( dont all men).
i went in several stores. as i was walking around looking, i noticed myself quickly scanning the area around me like i was worried about something. what could i be worried about.? why was i making sure no one was around? then, it dawned on me. i was worried that my husband was gonna see me looking in plus size clothes. ( he is not aware that i started getting my shirts there).
well, this is stupid , i thought as i was doing this.
this was another epiphany for me.
if i am ashamed of the dept and stores i am going in, that should give me more motivation to do better at my eating and excercising and motivation.
so, i am using this story to help me through the week. i want to get below 190 by sat night. and i want to stay there and not keep bouncing up and down.
unitl tmr, keep sparking