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The power of the blue funk...

Tuesday, June 04, 2013

The blue funk has been trying to suck me in again... I have so much going on it seems...
I'm worried about the man - not sure when I'll be able to hear from him. I am so excited he will be moved closer but the whole change to routine has me feeling anxious and nervous. Stupid, I know but there none the less. Plumbing issues have once again reared their ugly heads...Hopefully we will have that licked today. What to do about the youngest boy....he has no motivation and is really worrying me. Not that he talks to me about anything - which makes me more anxious as well...
Yesterday I ended up giving in to the blue funk. I blew off the gym and went home and drank a few beers. It did not make me feel better. I know better and I'm sure the trip to the gym would have been the better choice so of course I can kick myself today... I am trying to escape the power of the blue funk today and make better choices. Some days it's just harder to escape it than others... emoticon
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MARILYNROBERT 6/4/2013 2:16PM

    The funk can take hold of me tight and not let go. So I understand. emoticon In the midst of it, going for a walk with my husband can do me wonders yet I won't go because I can't "make" myself go. Yet walking is the thing that's going to help me.

Anyway, emoticon again for all that's on your mind and heart. On thing I try to do once I'm out of a funk is to not stop walking and eating right. When I give it, that's when I start sinking. I know there's no help from me but I just want you to know you aren't alone.

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PLANTAGO 6/4/2013 1:13PM

    Hi there Reneat! I hope today is better for you.
It sure is hard when we see our kids having problems and they don't tell anything...!
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