Monday, June 03, 2013
Ian had a day off so I decided we would go walking/birdwatching away from phone tv internet we went to 2 reserves in Lancashire Brockholes near preston then to Longton which isn't so far from the first We walked over 5 mile in silence just watching and listening to the birds we saw a black swan the usual ducks grebes geese etc My feet are aching and sore but my head feels a bit clearer.
I now feel more prepared for what is happening around me.Though I am dreading seeing my brother for the first and probably last time in 15yr he is 12 yr my junior and I brought him and my two other brothers up until they went to school.
Mam going into a home doesn't bother me as it will be better all around though my youngest sister is making her mouth go.yet she was there when we decided pat would make all the decisions as I live too far away.
As yet we don't know what happened to John other than he had been out for the night got a taxi home the taxi driver pulled him out of the cab left him on the grass but rang for an ambulance but he was Das The police are looking into it. Chris could have done without this as she herself is only just holding on after a week in ICU with her ME she is on O2 for her breathing 24hrs a day now. I feel really sorry for Gillian as she will have everything to do in place of her mam ie funeral etc
It has been really hot today but I have kept hydrated Though it is only 1815 I am having an early night
Thanks to you all for your prayers and kind thought Love You ALL