Sunday, June 02, 2013
Right now I am loosing my motivation and I am sad about it I know it is not going to be easy but I feel bad ever since I want on vacation I think the vacation was curs to my weight loss goals because I didn't really workout hard yes I walk around and dance a lot but it was lacking of something I do not know. I wish I can get back into it don't get me wrong I still eating right and working out but my heart isn't in it right now though I need to get something to motivate me to do it and renew my goals. I know there are a lot people in my life want me fail and I feel like I need to approve to them I can do this feel so bad. I know I should be doing this for myself not for anyone else but it feels I need to prove something.