Have not been on the scale lately. Starting again, have not been to Curves, or exercised at home, lately. Need some on with me to exercise for safety reason. Plan allot of positive life style changes, in my food choices, with being Diabetic and still very over weight. All these things are a challenge, but not an impossibility to obtain. One makes, time for all things that is important to them. Living a long life is my goal.. God Willing. Bee
June 21, 2013: Folks it is Summer, Now.. have not gone back to Curves yet, it's wet and a bit cold still. A lot of life has happened, since I posted last. Need to buy a new pair of scales. A third of the yard, is 4 or 5 feet tall, if I was able, the yard would of been finish and needing to be done again. This is up setting to me, year after year I have had to endure this worry over the yard. No need to say any thing. Use to be my job to do it all, complaining is helping me not cry. Tomorrow, my daughters are going shopping, pick up flower girl dresses for both of my grand daughters. We have a wedding on the 28, of next month.
On June, 08 2013 My baby brother died. I have had a hard time dealing with that fact, we still have not even got him buried, so there is allot of emotional stuff to deal with. This is the first time in a for a while, that I have cried this hard.
Was up set last night though that I was doing good food wise and my blood sugar level was 239, Height... was afraid to go to sleep thinking that the sugar levels may rise while I slept, so I stayed up until 1:30 am. Woke up around 9:00 a.m. Just tested my blood this morning it was 140, high but not like last night.
this is the closes to a blood thing..
red lady bug for testing.. ha Have a good morning everyone.