Alittle Update on things... and Venting!
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Okay so the 28th was our 8 year wedding Anniversary and all was well and good. I was and am Thrilled about that! And the Fact that I am about 50lbs smaller now that when we got married!! And the fact that I am no longer 391 lbs! All Things to be Thrilled about I know. But shortly lived when yesterday we were out celebrating our 8 year Anniversary. Took our girls to watch a movie, shopping and out to eat. While shopping I thought O look there's a store that sales Bra's and I am in need of some new ones since having lost weight ect. and its a store that a lady who's about my size maybe alittle smaller recommended so Hey let's got check it out! Sure all is well and good and I m in a good mood even tho my oldest just had a HUGE melt down right after leaving the movies.. I know she was tired and all but that did kinda drop my happy mood alittle. Anyways we open the door and start to walk in and look when the 2 ladies working there pretty much treated me like Julia Roberts in pretty women! Okay so if you've ever seen the movie then you know what I mean. They looked at me like I was Crazy and totally out of place in there store! So yep there goes the rest of my Happy mood. After this and the melt down I m feeling totally like a huge pile of crap for lack of a better word. I did my best to not let it get to me... I walked and walked some more and took my mind off of it alittle.. went clothes shopping for my girls then we went out to eat at a place I normally like. I ordered what I normally do, just to get it and not even eat half of it, just felt sick.. didn't want to eat. Which is Great instead of binging I guess. I am happy about that. But I still feel sick today & I m also finding myself.. Lagging and not feeling well. Its funny how something that seems so little can make such a big impact on the way we feel. And NO I m not gonna let this get me down and out. Just makes me want to push more!! I want to get to my healthy weight and look Sexy and NEVER get looked at that way again! And You know what PISS on them and that store.. there was NOTHING SEXY about what I seen! Sorry Y'all I just needed to get it our and vent alittle. So now its out there and I m going to move on!
Best wishes to you all on a GREAT Day! And a Wonderful upcoming weekend!