Thursday, May 30, 2013
Today, I weighed in. I wasn't planning on it, it was sort of a spur of the moment thing. the number was..... really, really bad. much more than i thought it would be, especially since i've been doing so well for 8 weeks, and i know i've lost some already. i wasn't expecting a fabulous number, but it was 15 lbs over what i thought my high end number was... uggghh.
today, i'm focusing on loving myself. it's just a number. it will change. trying very hard to use it as motivation, not as self-punishment. i just have sooooo far to go. 50lbs, minimum. it seems like soooo much.
now, i'm going to set myself some mini-goals, to chip away at that awful number. 5lbs at a time should do it.