Wednesday, May 29, 2013
I seriously don't know what it is about being back in this house, but all my motivation and drive is just dead! I haven't been eating right, exercising has become more of a chore than fun, and I really just don't understand! My body is starting to reflect these poor decisions but instead of a loss of muscle-tone, in bloatedness, achyness, insomnia, lack of energy... I'm in so much pain from my poor choices that I honestly would rather have a loss in muscle tone! It literally hurts to get out of my bed in the mornings. I need some real accountability here, and not being able to get on SparkPeople has REALLY hurt me tremendously in reaching my goals... So today, I plan on starting fresh. Re-evaluating my goals, stop making exceptions, work out when I should, and most importantly, check into SparkPeople at least once a day. I can do this!
"Jesus said to him, 'Get up, take up your bed, and walk.'" ~John 5:8 (ESV)