Thoughts, Confessions, and Wishes...
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
As I said in my last blog, this has been a very busy month for me. I do, however, have nothing major planned for the last couple of days of the month.
I spent today with my grandbaby. We had a blast, as usual.
I have never been so sore in my entire life. Over the last few weeks I have done a tremendous amount of lifting and going up and down stairs. I suppose that had a lot to do with the soreness... but I would have thought by now I would have become somewhat used to it. I guess I am showing my age. *sigh*
I weighed in today 2lbs heavier than last week. This was my first "gain" since I started back on WW in Jan. of this year. I am not shocked at all... it has been very difficult for me to eat right while bouncing back and forth between here and my daughter's place. I don't always have the extra money to go to the grocery up there AND here. I also feel like I can't hurt my daughter's feelings by saying, "no, I can't eat there"... or no, I can't eat whatever it is she has planned to cook for me. I really struggle unless I am home and cooking for myself. Truth is I just haven't been really good about journaling either. On the brighter side, I am back home, and I am ready to get back with the program. I know that the word out in the "weight-loss world" is that you should never deprive yourself of something you want bad enough, however, for my own personal self... I ALWAYS struggle to get back with the program if I just take a few days of indulging. Maybe its just me....but that's how it is for me, which is why I really hate straying from staying away from those things I KNOW are not healthy and act as trigger foods for me. Please pray for me as I try to get back my momentum.
Another update on a personal level, my new "final" hearing is slated for the end of July. Ugh.. I just wish this was over. I also wish I had a dollar for every time I have wished that lol.