Sunday, May 26, 2013
I am learning so much about my relationship with food as my heart is being transformed by changing the desires of my heart to line up with His desires of His heart in transforming and remaking me with my own personal relationship with food.
I am now able to ask myself what will this food profit me?
This food that I am getting ready to eat or want to eat how will it profit me?
Will it add to my health?
Will it be empty without any nourishment value at all?
What is wanting me to eat this particular food at this time?
Is it hunger?
Is it my flesh that always leads me to gluttony?
Eating anything out of my flesh is sin.
Anything not done in faith is sin.
My eating foods that my flesh alone desires is not done in faith so that is sin and all of those delicious tasting dainties will and do lead to death.
I have had Holy Spirit screaming at me in my spirit to get all of this excess weight off of me and if I am willing He will show me how to do this in His anointing and strength and wisdom but I have to be willing and yes Lord I am so willing.
Not only this but this is a double whammy for me because I have an autistic son who is also over weight and I am now feeding him as I am feeding myself and this is causing much problems between him and me.
But, oh well, even though he doesn't understand a thing about all of this losing weight for good health stuff it still has to be done and done it will be by and through Holy Spirit who knows exactly what I am dealing with in my life with my son who loves food and loves to eat more then I ever have.
It is a learning process all day long with him and me and he feeds off of my relationship with food so that as I change what and how and when I am eating he also is changing his eating habits without even realizing what is happening but he still puts up a fuss when he wants more to eat all the time and I am telling him no you must wait till later.
This really is an interesting new life modification for me which is affecting him and hopefully making modified changes in his eating habits and changing his relationship with food.
I have him and I eating much much veggies, fruit and good protein and much beans in all different ways of eating beans and raw and cooked and semi cooked veggies.
Also good fats which include avacodos and I have to make sure that I keep the proportions the way they should be.
Anyways only through Jesus and His indwelling Holy Spirit can this be accomplished.
Better late then never..LOL