What a mess!
Saturday, May 25, 2013
What a mess! 2 years of a big ol' whoppin'... MESS!
Injured May 2011... since then, never the same!
Two back surgeries and going on back surgery #3
more than likely... seeing the surgeon this tuesday!
Seen my physiatrist (body doctor) a week ago.
206 was on his scale.
After I spent all of 2009/2010 loosing all that weight!
Then spent 2011/2012/2013 getting back injection after
back injection and pill after pill. Frustrations and Nervousness!
This cycle has to stop!!!!!
I am facing a dual to trio level lumbar fusion... at 25 years old now.
I know I need to loose at least some of this weight before then...
or it is just going to make it THAT more painful and difficult.
I wish I could find the SPARK that made me loose the 90 lbs the first
time! All I need is 20-30 right now to tide me over...
This doctor sparked me... I have 1 month to prove it to him that
I am strong enough to go through all this!
Here I go...