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    ZESTYREDHEAD14   25,747
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What a mess!

Saturday, May 25, 2013

What a mess! 2 years of a big ol' whoppin'... MESS!
Injured May 2011... since then, never the same!
Two back surgeries and going on back surgery #3
more than likely... seeing the surgeon this tuesday!
Seen my physiatrist (body doctor) a week ago.
206 was on his scale.


After I spent all of 2009/2010 loosing all that weight!

Then spent 2011/2012/2013 getting back injection after
back injection and pill after pill. Frustrations and Nervousness!

This cycle has to stop!!!!!

I am facing a dual to trio level lumbar fusion... at 25 years old now.

I know I need to loose at least some of this weight before then...
or it is just going to make it THAT more painful and difficult.

I wish I could find the SPARK that made me loose the 90 lbs the first
time! All I need is 20-30 right now to tide me over...

This doctor sparked me... I have 1 month to prove it to him that
I am strong enough to go through all this!

Here I go...

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
ZESTYREDHEAD14 5/27/2013 1:00PM

    Thanks everyone... I needed this.
Surgeon tomorrow.
I already lost a few lbs just giving a little extra effort this week.
I CAN DO THIs... you are right.
Once I get it in my head... I should be ok.

JIBBIE.... Great... guess I will have knee and headaches to look forward too! HA HA HA HA HA I do like my Dolly and Mary though!! I hurt my back trying to move one of my patients and keep them from falling out of their bed. LUCKY me! But wouldn't change what I had to do. Now I have bad stenosis and two very bad disks. Oh well! Thats life!

Just got to get this weight thing under control so I don't have more back problems because of the weight being put on AFTER I had 2 surgeries!

Thanks guys!
Happy Memorial Day!

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    You can do it again. You have the tools with Spark and the support of friends. Let me know if you need support. I hope everything goes well with the Dr. appt. and then the surgery.

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JIBBIE49 5/26/2013 12:38AM

    I see you are a Capricorn, so I'm surprised u have so much trouble with your back/spine, since that is ruled by Leo. Capricorn has problems with her knees and with headaches. I love reading charts for people and seeing what they have to deal with. Capricorn woman are great people with lots of drive and ambition (Dolly Parton and Mary Tyler Moore are both Cappy women.)

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DIANAOR1 5/25/2013 11:32PM

    emoticon You did it before. If you need support that's what we are all here for. Feel free to friend me. Let's work this journey together.

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