Saturday, May 25, 2013
Dear belief that I am worthless,
The time has come for me to terminate out relationship. You need to get the hell out of my head. You have done so much damage to me that I can’t even begin to detail it all, and it is going to stop as of right now. I am over 50 years old and you have run roughshod over my life and self esteem for long enough. GET OUT. I am not a loser, I am not an idiot, and I am not a freak. I am a deserving human being with a great personality who has a kind and loving spirit. I am smart, pretty, funny and I have a lot to offer the world. I am no longer interested in hurting myself or standing in my own way just so you can continue to suck the life out me. That stops NOW. From this day forward, I will be working on making myself happy and doing whatever I need to do to get that done, and you will no longer be tolerated. Don’t look back on your way out.
PS: If you could look at me right now, I'd be giving you the finger.