Friday, May 24, 2013
This week my husband had to travel for work. He doesn't do this very often, it's probably been two years. I forgot how lost I get without him around. Even more so I think because the past 5 months since having my health issues he's been an amazing support to me. I really depend so much on him, and I miss him.
For whatever reason I haven't felt as good this week. My energy is way down and I'm struggling with exercising, getting winded faster than normal. I'm taking my meds, still eating as I should and getting a 30 minute walk in. I did everything as I have been these past few months, but my body, and the scale isn't wanting to cooperate. I haven't lost one ounce all week. I will see how I feel over the weekend and if not any better, may call my doctor next week. I hope it's just a little stress causing all this and all will be better with him home tonight.
I read an article this week about leaning into the momentum with any goal you wish to achieve in life. Basically just moving, leaning into the direction you want to go, not stopping to anazlyze everything, but letting the universe open the path and present the opportunities you need. I think I understand the general idea. Anyway, one thing is FOR SURE. I will not be backing off this goal, no matter how long I have to wait. I've dug my heels in and after this much of my life is now gone, I am determined to make the very most of what is left!
So.. difficult week, OVER. I'm in this for the long haul and only looking forward!