So Frustrated But Really Ready Now
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Today I reviewed all the challenges I have enrolled in. Some are on 3fc. And I had to change my goals on all of them. Because I have constantly gained weight since the beginning of the year. I started out the year at 255. Today I am at 258.2. I have changed my goals numerous times. My main goal right now is getting down to 249. Today I voiced my feelings and frustration to myself. I am the only one hear. I voiced them out loud, and I voiced them tearfully. I am hoping this is a turning point for me.
Last night, as I was going to bed, I envisioned myself as a smaller person, and how good it would feel. Back in 1997 and 1998, I had lost 65 pounds. And it felt wonderful. I remember that, and it helps me know that I CAN DO IT!