Tear, Fears, Questions, Hope, New Vision
Thursday, May 23, 2013
I had preop appointment with my surgeon. He said it looks whimp under microscope. He wants to go back and take more and test it. He is is planning for surgery followed up with radiation and possible chemotherapy.
I am going for second opion but planning for about one month or slightly more from now. I have cried a little at work and at home. It is embrassing to cry but I know its ok.
I DID GO FOR A WALK!!! i ask doctor is it ok to still walk if im not hurting. he said oh yes! I dont want to give up.
I think that I do feel sore swollen. I thought it was because of stress but maybe more. it reminds me a little of swollen feeling from nursing my kids.
Thank you all for lovely support. It is hard for others to understand how you are feeling about being sick but wanting to still be moving toward health and wellness with focusing my mind, diet, work, everything in positive way.