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I'm Not Perfect...I'm imperfect

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

I'm not perfect. I'm imperfect in every single way.
I'm not slender. I need to lose another 30 lbs and am losing it 1 lb a week.
I'm not gorgeous. But I'm beautiful from the insdie out.
I'm not rich. But I live comfortably within my means.

My point is this: I get looked over because I have a few extra inches around my tummy. Well, I'm working my butt off to get rid of that. If it took me 6 months to lose 30 lbs, it is going to take that long to lose the last 30 lbs.

I get looked over because I'm not striking. I've been told that I'm beautiful. Mostly in response to my smile.

I get overlooked because I don't have the latest fashions or drive the swankiest cars, because I live within my means and long to live modestly.

One thing though...I am happy with who I am. Despite being imperfect. I am complete happy with who I am.

The one thing I long for is to be loved and loved like no other. I want to be loved with passion. I want to be loved with every ounce in his being. I want to feel safe in his arms. I want to feel loved in his arms. I want someone who understands my quirkiness and that I can get very sad at times. I just want him to understand.

I'm tired of living life on the sidelines. I want to participate in love!

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
DAKOTASMOMMY_07 5/31/2013 6:59PM

    emoticon YOU are beautiful! Your blog shows your heart, and that takes a lot of courage.
I want love as well...Not the love that this world gives, I want TRUE LOVE, and so do you...Hey its a BLESSING that GOD gives us the desires of our heart! emoticon God Bless~Christina

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WORKNPROGRESS49 5/24/2013 8:34AM


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JAZZEJR 5/24/2013 8:12AM

    One thing you should remember, no one wants to be around a "perfect" person. Just stay with your goals and be need for comparisons :) And, oh yes, once your self-confidence and love of life show in your body language, he'll come looking for YOU!

Comment edited on: 5/24/2013 8:15:47 AM

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IMAVISION 5/24/2013 3:08AM

    I enjoyed reading your Blog!

God bless!

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SHIMMERMAMA 5/23/2013 6:48PM

    I love that you love Y-O-U! I can relate so much to everything you wrote. You'll find him out there and you'll probably find him sooner than most since you're comfortable with who you. You won't be depending on him to try and build you up into something you're not.


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HEALTHYGRAMMY49 5/23/2013 12:02PM


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FLORIDASUN 5/23/2013 8:28AM

    You are BEAUTIFUL and so very inspiring. Open your heart, love finds you when you stop looking and just start living. emoticon

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BBONET 5/22/2013 10:21PM

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MAGGIE101857 5/22/2013 10:08PM

    That special someone is out there; I believe that people come into your life when you need them. I love that you love yourself just the way you are right now; perhaps that just isn't coming through yet for others to see? If you feel that you are being overlooked for the reasons you stated, that may be what is coming through to others. Does that make sense? Hopefully I'm saying it right!! emoticon

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SVELTEWARRIOR 5/22/2013 9:46PM

    When you love yourself love will follow

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TRYINGTOLOSE64 5/22/2013 9:31PM

    Your acceptance of yourself is beautiful!!

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