Tuesday, May 21, 2013
duh! Well I like being a 9/10 and I am eating like a 12/13! One of my spark peeps used to be 300+ and now is like 116! I know right?! whoa! I am chubby, not obese BUT could stand to lose a few pounds! And I always think how can I get super strict for awile with my eating so I can get BACK on track?!
2 things happened.
1. I went through my clothes! I almost cried looking at alllll the clothes I wore last year and cannot this year! So many!!!
2. I friended someone on FB who has 3 pictures at the finishing line of my marathon! I look HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!! OMG no really!!!!!!
I hit the track actually pissed I looked so bad!! I did repeats hard
At the park I did dips..F what other parents think!
I am eating vegan again and restricting cals(like what a size 9 would wear)
I know I do not look so bad I cannot go out in public, but I do want to get back where I feel the most confident!
Starting pics(dont mind my door knob hole,hubby gone and like I know how to spacal:)
I still posted this one even though its a fluke! I like to see how my body looks even when I am not ready! Yeah quads!
I am ready for a big change!!! And ready to be the healthiest ME!!!!