Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Today I have been thinking about everything that has caused our life to change and the last two years have been a period of time and honestly shocked I am still sane and not in jail for some of the things I could have done but didn't
That was one reason, I believe that God, with his wonderful sense of humor, did not give me that one number in the powerball game. I had told friends that if I ever won, after I helped the family out, my next stop was going to be one which could have been extremely ugly and might have caused more issues within our marriage.
So I guess until I learn to forgive, doubt I will ever forget, there is no big grand prize out there for me to help our the family out for the future monetarily.
I will keep playing every now and then and hope that perhaps one day I will get that huge money to help out everyone I can.
Today I also found out that in the price range our house is on the market for, only three hourses have sold in our city in the last year IF I had won, I would have paid off this place and donated it to a family who really needed a place to live.