Monday, May 20, 2013
I've always struggled with my weight. In high school i participated in sports but only ever as a hobby. I was always the big girl. I have a hard time thinking that im beautiful and being confident but I want that to change. I'm 20 years old and 245 pounds. I have found the man of my dreams and we are getting married Sept 2014. I know he thinks i'm gorgeous but i want to feel that myself. I want to be able to look back at my wedding and love how i looked.
Anyway today i started Jillian Michaels Ripped in 30. I must say for only being a 20 minute workout it kicked my butt and its only day one. I was sweating like you wouldn't believe. I'm proud of myself for actually doing it. I have a hard time following through with things but i'm gonna do this.
This workout was hard!! My legs are definitly feeling it! wowza! I have to say I had to stop a few times to take a break and that disappoints me but im using this as motivation.
I can do this!
I will do this!
I WILL LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!