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It's simply exhausting...

Monday, May 20, 2013

To make excuses about why I cannot workout

To allow myself to eat poorly for weeks on end

To go shopping for new clothes and realize I've actually gotten bigger

To try on 10+ outfits because I don't feel good in any of them

To roll my eyes when my husband gives me a compliment because I feel it's a pity compliment

To feel non-sexy when I try to dress up for date night

To look at pictures from when I go out with the girls and realize what I ACTUALLY looked like

To sit and think about how good I USED to feel when I was consistently running and working out

To look at pictures from a few years ago, when I was trying to get in shape and lose weight, and think "I wish I was back there..."

To feel happy for my friends that are working out and feel healthy, but still feel a little jealous because I want that for myself

To beat myself up for feeling a little jealous because "I'm the only one to blame!"

To want to dress cute, but move back to an old t-shirt because my rolls don't get along with my cute shirts

To feel like crap because I eat like crap

To sit here and go through these things when I KNOW better...I know how to do it, I know what it takes, I know I CAN do it...

To continue down this path...

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
DEEEBEE 5/21/2013 11:49PM

    Make the decision and follow through. Learning new habits IS hard, but worth it.

DeAnne, Missourians Team

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BILL60 5/21/2013 7:27AM

    So, what are you going to do about it??????

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KIYOSHI04 5/20/2013 5:59PM

    you know thats the whole reason i began to lose weight, right?
it IS exhausting.
and its easier to do something about it than to think about it all, every single moment.

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JENSTRESS 5/20/2013 12:51PM

    Realizing it is a HUGE step. Just take one more!

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