Monday, May 20, 2013
In June i have been saved 50 years and what a journey it has been . THE LORD HAS NEVER FAILED ME IN ALL THOSE YEARS AND HE NEVER WILL ! I am so thankful i give my life to him it wasn't worth much till i met the Lord . I wasn't happy at all didn't want to live . Everyday i'd wake up i would say OH NO NOT ANOTHER DAY ! When i gave my life to him that sunday morning in less than 10 minutes he filled my heart with love in place of hate happiness in place of grief . I have always said if he had never done anything else in my life i couldn't say thank you enough. I wish i could say i walked the straight and narrow all those years but that's not true i failed him more times than i like to think about but he was always there to pick me up brush me off and sent me down the straight path again. I feel i learned something each time i fell down and i never wanted to go back to my old ways there wasn't anything to go back to . I am trying so much harder the older i get to live one day at a time and at the end of the day when i lay my head on the pillow with peace and satisfaction that i tried to please the Lord today ! I am starting today to cup out snacks during the day even the good ones add up in calories but my evening snack is usually 100 calories at 8 pm and i will continue to do that for now . I still need to get back to the tracking my food . Not sure what to do about our bible study group carry in on thursday night . I do pretty good but have more control at home . Also need to figure out something for wendys on sunday afternoon. i don't want sandwiches or fries anymore and a lot of the salads are really high in calories plus i hate to have to chew my foods anymore i usually have mouth sores from the chemo thinking about 4 piece chicken nuggets when i go there that should be easy to eat and not to many calories i will google it today . Have a great day the Lord is good to us don't forget to give him praise today !