Day 19 - tempted to hibernate
Monday, May 20, 2013
that about sums it up... it's the time of the year I just wanna curl up in a warm little ball and hibernate.... I'm seemingly constantly cold and tired and getting up in the mornings is.... well dang hard. I didn't get up today and rather spend another hour in my warm bed. hmmm.... I sleep badly lately so, maybe I do need extra sleep yet I don't want it to be "normal" so tomorrow morning I WILL get up, I WILL do my exercise, I WILL, I WILL, I WILLLLLLLL!!!!!
I did something quite risky today. I tried on my "skinny pants", hadn't worn them in like 6 or 7 years. I feel like motivation is rather low of late, so my thinking was: "What if skinny pants fit??? Wouldn't that boost my motivation???" The risk though, what if it doesn't fit, will my motivation hit rock bottom??? I don't know what would have happened if they hadn't fitted yet they did, so it really did help to boost my motivation.
I also got some compliments from two good friends, that I looked so slim. They envy me my legs. Isn't it funny that everyone has their own little "horror" spots??? My friends envied me my legs and one of them has a tummy I'd kill for. It helped me to see my strong points again. So often I take them for granted. We also talked about hands and I never thought I'd have long fingers, "piano hands" and here they were, my friends, and opened my eyes, that in fact I really do have quite long fingers, "piano hands", who would have thought. But that's what friends are for, to help, to laugh, to encourage... so grateful for friends, near and far... and some of them I haven't even met in person and might never do so, yet, so grateful that they are part of my life.... part of this journey... girls, you ROCK!!!!!