lost my motivation
Monday, May 20, 2013
I don't know. I was doing so well and I have fallen completely off the wagon. And can't seem to get back up. I am back to 160 like I had not even been dieting at all the last 5 months. How can someone take 4 months to lose 8lbs And put it back on in 1 month? Amazing. And I just can't seem to get back to eating right Again. I continue to work out each day but it obviously isn't enough. I know I am grossly over eating and eating all the wrong food but when I'm doin that, the last thing on my mind is weight loss. What's on my mind is "oooo yummy". Yesterday, pancakes with butter and peanut butter and loads of regular syrup. 2 little finger sandwiches, potato salad, fruit salad, and some kind of cheesecake parfait. Then a 1000 calorie Turkey, bacon, cojack sandwich with homemade chips. Then a Reese's ice cream egg for dessert. Why? No idea other than, "ooooo yummy", I just don't get it. Again it's summertime and none of my clothes fit and it frustrates me. Again, I'm sure my cholesterol is climbing up again. But here I am, "oooo, yummy"