Friday, May 17, 2013
well, last night was a very reveling night for me... "sparks" was down, and i tried and tried to log in and couldn't. i WISH i could say, that it didn't matter, i wrote my foods down on a piece of paper, and went for a walk... NOPE! i don't know what happened to me! it was kinda like the teacher called in sick, and the "sub", came into the classroom, and i just thought, "woo-hoo! no one to watch me! i can do whatever i want!"
eeks! i didn't know how much i rely on and lean on sparkpeople! i guess that is good, but kinda bad. i still couldn't log in this morning and i swear, i was gonna binge AGAIN!
what the heck? it was like my lifeline was cut and i just gave up. gosh, i really thought i was stronger than this!
i am not mad at sparkpeople or anything (although i was a bit frustrated), but i have learned a valuable lesson. sparkpeople is a TOOL, it isn't the answer, i still hafta do my part, guess i just wasn't ready for the "training wheels" to come off yet!
glad they are back up now, and now i know that i just need to write my stuff down, and GO FOR A WALK!