Thursday, May 16, 2013
I am 40! Aughhh, I hate saying that. I look in the mirror and I see an overweight woman who is looking older and older everyday. Some days I feel old, some days I don't. Lately the days of feeling old are more and more frequent. I look in the mirror and I see gray hair. I see lines around my eyes. It seems the dark circles underneath rarely go away. I feel old, I feel tired. I need to take a leap and fix how I see myself!
In the last year I have divorced my husband of 9 years, moved in with my boyfriend and his 2 children, had cervical spine surgery, moved my 18 year old daughter to North Carolina and gained 30 more pounds to my already overweight body!
Yesterday was the day I took the first step and joined SparkPeople!
Today was the day I took step two... I am drinking water and logging what I eat!
I can succeed at seeing me for a worthwhile person... and not someone who has failed at so many things...