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And life goes on...

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Hi, friends. :-) I wanted to write a blog tonight to let you all know that I am thinking of you! I have been pretty busy, and I have to access the Internet through my phone...which can be a pain in the rear. I have been trying to be active and drink my water. I haven't been as active as I would like, though. This week has been busy.

I have a job interview two states I've in Ohio next Wednesday which is also our nine year wedding anniversary. We have been through a lot in nine years, including a separation and both of my parents deaths. Anyway, I am excited about the interview but I am kind of hoping to he an interview with someone else. Maybe I will, maybe I won't. I'm no sure. I have been putting in apps and resumes from my phone (again, such a pain in the butt) but life must go on! I am thing to find the right time to exercise. It seems that I try to be most of my housework and chores done while the kids are in school and then spend time with them after school. I have to make myself a priority and tell everyone, listen, it's mommy exercise time. Join me if you would like, but mommy has to exercise. I think I'm an opus about what's to be in the near future with a new job and a move. I've learned recently not to feet about Nything that I cannot do anything about right as of this moment. It helps. I like to plan things and be prepared, so I tend to worry a lot, especially about things which I have no control over and in which I make up what if scenarios. Anyone would go crazy thinking like that!! Lol.

I'm taking part in the 5% challenge. I know I could be contributing a LOT more. I would feel down about that, but that wouldn't be me anywhere. I just have to pick up from this moment and just do it!! I've been having those negative nancy thoughts about my body. My belly is so different than what I want it to be. It's got a pooch, but the pooch is kind of folding over, if that makes any sense. I get frustrated about it and don't feel good about myself. I have been telling the negative nancy voice to shut up lately though. It seems to help. It's like, I didn't get this way in one day, and I'm not going to get healthy in one day either...therefore, I need to be patient with myself and understanding with myself. I certainly would never treat anyone the way that I sometimes treat myself. I guess that goes with the territory. It's something I have to learn to be better with.

Anyway, I hope you all are doing well! I'm sorry I haven't been here for the past day and a half but I am thinking of you and cheering you on from here!! Hugs!!!

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
BE-THE-CHANGE 5/17/2013 11:30PM

    Good luck with the interviews!

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NEWCHINELO 5/16/2013 2:40PM


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BECCAZEN7 5/16/2013 4:57AM

    emoticon wishing you luck on your job interview! If it is meant to be then you will get it!
Missourians! Team

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ADAPTOR 5/16/2013 1:07AM

    Hey, Alyssa, good to hera from you. Keep working on that positive thought. Things will come around for you. Happy to have you on the team.

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MNABOY 5/15/2013 8:56PM

    We all understand and want to encourage you to do your best as you can and taking care of a family is a task. emoticon

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STEFIGURL 5/15/2013 8:55PM

    Just do what you can do one hour, one day at a time. Those small efforts add up to big changes! We're here for you Alyssa!


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--ALYSSA-- 5/15/2013 8:35PM

    Oh my gosh!!! My smart phone is not so smart! Lol. Sorry for the typos!

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