Wednesday, May 15, 2013
I am noticing that i am giving you far too much attention. Now, normally I don't keep score in relationships. I have lots of lovely people in my life that I take the relationship on many levels. So relationships are deep and very meaningful, others are rather shallow and maybe short term. You know for now friends. Fun to talk to in line at the store, in a class or whatever, but really don't reach past that. I also have an average family with people I live with and extended family with some that I see all the time and others just once a year or every few years. I love all of these.
But, dear sweets. you don't give me enough. I don't like how I feel when we are together a lot. I think I like you. I always feel that you are necessary , however after we have been together I feel you were not as wonderful as I thought you would be.
i think i would appreciate you more if you and I only spent time together occasionally. VERY occasionally. I will invite you over sometimes, but not some much.
We will both feel better that way.
Thanks for understanding.
I will be strong on this.