Wednesday, May 15, 2013
To start for anyone who read my last blog entry. Still no answer on what is causing my pain. The ultrasound came back normal which is good news and bad news. As the doctor said, "At least it's not cancer!" the bad news is that I'm still in pain and still have no idea what is causing it. The doctor said my next option if I want to, is have laproscopic surgery which is pretty much just exploratory surgery to see if they can see anything. I don't think I want to go through that just yet. So I'll just try suffering with the pain for now and see if it gets worse.
Onto the 180 days. 180 days I leave for Florida and then my cruise the following day. It seems as though family and friends are taking bets on whether I'm going to come home engaged or married (elope). I don't want to expect either one of those things. My bf and I are very happy right now and we do want that in the future but I'm in no rush. Right now I'm trying to focus on being fit and healthy. Looking good in a swimsuit or a pretty dress is hopefully good motivation though.
Motivation is one thing I lack the most. I look at tumblr all day and their 'fitblrs' and I'm like yes! I'm going to go home and do this. Then I get home and I get distracted by cleaning, yardwork, friends or relaxing because I'm doing so much other stuff other days. It's so hard for me to exercise. I need to stop saying I'm going to do this or that and actually DO it.
I am doing the Color Run in about 2 months and I need to get training for it. A few friends did the one I originally had wanted to sign up for this past weekend. I was told they didn't really run because there were so many people (15,000) so it's more of a walk. I'm fine with that. I have a Warrior Dash at the end of July though. I need to focus on training for that and maybe I'll lose weight and get fit while doing it. Now who wants to be my personal trainer and make sure I workout every other day?