Tuesday, May 14, 2013
I've been gone since Sept. 20th 2012 because of college, work, and club activities... but now it's summer break~
It's always hard for me to find the motivation to lose weight. I'm fired up one second and burn out the next. I don't want to be thinner, I just want to look like my old self again, with the same goofy smile and confidence. I see my friends at anime conventions having the time of their life and think "what am I doing with my life... why aren't I doing what I like to do... why did I give up?" I was really healthy just last year. I had a healthy diet, challenging workout every morning, and a positive attitude but with all the stress from school, I went back to square one. I had a check up with my doctor recently and he suggested I lose weight, this was a first.
Overall, I need to really buckle down and envision a better me, become a better me. My summer goal is to lose weight, exercise more, eat healthier, continue martial arts and kendo training. So starting tomorrow, I'll go for a jog around the park and do some weight training!