Monday, May 13, 2013
It doesn't matter what diet I try, week one is always good and I can stick with it no problem. But for some reason when it becomes week two I just have a hard time sticking with it and I want to break my diet.
How ever, I'm really trying to stick with my diet this time because last week when I lost 1.8 pounds in ONE week made me feel really good and I think if I can have 3-6 months of loosing that much a week it'd be great and I'd be close to my goal.
If I lost that much a week for 6 months I'd be 173 which is only like 28 pounds from my goal of 145. I would do anything to loose this weight and be 145. I have been less then 200 in YEARS. I think it's time to change that.
I want to go to a store and not shop in the plus sizes. I would love to wear clothes by Selena Gomez, and all these other skinny people clothes. I just want to feel good about myself and honestly? I want to walk in a room and have everyone stare at me because I look good, not because i'm fat and i'm walking weird or some other excuse.
I'm trying, and I'm going to do it. I have an interview on Wednesday for a full time position at work. I want this position really bad. I'm also thinking of doing 1 of 2 things. Either joining the gym at work or buying the 25$ gym key in my complex. I don't know what's best but we'll see.
My goal is to be at least 195 by my birthday on July 22. I want to be under 200 by then and I'm dedicated to getting there. My 2nd goal is to by at least down to 150 by Christmas. :)
I'm trying to stay dedicated, and that's why I'm going to post a blog when ever I can. So I can get some support, motivation, and tips to staying strong.
I feel if I can get past this week 2 slump and not cheat (at least not cheat much) then I'll be okay for the rest of the journey. But week 2 is ALWAYS the hardest, and I've never successfully gotten past week 2 before. I plan on changing that now. Wish me luck?
Also, can you please wish me luck on this interview? I really want this full time position so I can possibly get a car and move out on my own next year. :) Thanks!