Monday, May 13, 2013
Oy 6 months to go
.. I remember when it was the start of the year. EEEEKKKK!!!!.
I'm running out of time but I had a tumultuous 7 mths prior to today. Dealing with a lot, I'm single again now and just trying to find out things about myself and figure out where to go from here. But I'm feeling good about the future and about myself and I feel I am on a set path and I have figured out where I am, where I wanna go and what I have to do to get there.
Also trying to achieve my goals and aspirations such as doing cartoon voice overs. I have a 'childlike voice' and I'm almost 30. Reached out to someone that I happen to stumble onto her blog and saw that she does voice overs.
So I'm trying to regroup and find the motivation and discipline I need to kick this weight issue once and for all.
Sigh, I am trying and I find peace in that, at least try and if I fail I know at least I tried.
To go home today and start over, hit the reset button and try to start again my commitment to this whole lifestyle change.
I've figured out that working out in the AM is the best thing and key to my success. I am not a morning person at all but guess what I wanna lose the weight and I'm gonna have to change my ways- Nothing will change unless I change!!
Started tracking my food again. Need to really use all the tools available to me. I have all the tools I need, more than enough. I have to make the commitment- it starts in my mind. Let's do this!!!