Sunday, May 12, 2013
Where oh where do I begin...... well let's just say that I don't always have a positive body image. I look in the mirror each morning and tell myself that I am beautiful just the way I am and that I really love my nose (after all I inherited it from my grandfather)...I guess you can say that I am not always comfortable living in my own skin. I believe that I have "thunder thighs" I also believe that my hair isn't exactly my best feature, I believe that my badunkadunk is way to big and even though it's actually getting some shape I still don't like it, I believe that I have "man hands", I believe my knees are one of my worst features as well...
I have slowly learned to love my "thunder thighs" thanks to them I'm able to move about freely and one day they'll bounce my children on them and my grand children.
I have learned to love my badunkadunk because it's mine and honestly it's getting sexier...
I have even learned to love my hair even though I have colored it for as long as I can remember and cut it in various styles it has stayed with me all this time and not once complained. well other than when it was going grey.
I am learning to love my knees because without them I'd never be able to kick, squat or do anything remotely fun..
I am even learning to love my "man hands" because with them I'm able to soothe the tears of my nieces and nephews..I'm even able to punch and block when I do my Combat workout.
I feel strong and sexy when I'm doing my workouts. I love being covered in sweat and knowing that it's because I have taken the time to do an amazing workout. I know that I can't avoid doing a workout because for me it's my time with myself..
And honestly FAILURE is not an option any more I can't afford to have surgery again (physically or emotionally) it just drains me in so many ways that I can't stand it. So that's a little about me... tell me more about you