Mother's Day has for the most part have been very hard days for me. I thought I never had a mother who loved me, I thought I never had a mother who cared for me. I thought I never had a mother who protected me, I thought I never had a mother who was there for me.
This year, I was shown through meditation that Mother Mary has been there always for me. That she has held me throughout every torture and pain I suffered as a child. She was holding my body as my own earth mother was hurting me. Mother Mary was crying for me when I was suffering and feeling so alone and scared. I really thought I was all alone with no one to help me.
In meditation, Sweet Mother Mary showed me that she is my real mother, that I even tho I was born through darkness that she was holding me in the light. Even tho I was born through evil, she was holding me through pure love and light.
I thought I let go of my mother last year, but more stuff came up these past months that brought deep sadness not looking forward to tomorrow. Mother's Day. I still do love and forgive my earth mother.....
BUT NOW I CAN TAKE MY HEAVENLY MOTHER INTO MY HEART AND SOUL instead of what I thought was alone my whole childhood. Mother Mary and the angels were always there for me and I did not know it. They were there for me every step of the way, holding my hand spiritually.
Now, I know Mother Mary is everyone's Mother, so for those who do not have a good relationship with their earthly mother or those especially who were abused by their earthly mother, can hopefully see and feel the love that Mother Mary, St Mary or however you want to call her does not matter. Just feel her love, take her into your heart and be free of all the pain of the past. Not forgetting what was done but to not let it hurt you any longer.
She told me so much, I felt so much and can't put it all into words. I just hope you can feel her love, take her into your heart as well. Celebrate that she is the Mother of all!!!
It even helps me to love myself so much more. To accept what happened to me for a reason and that I am a GREAT MOTHER!! Especially of what I came out of.
It is like a Diamond starting from dirt, having to go through a process and change but the end result was a diamond that can cut through almost anything in the world. So strong and beautiful.
I am strong and beautiful. What a gift to myself this Mother's Day
SO today I BLESS all you mothers with PURE LOVE AND LIGHT!!!! from my heart to yours. I hope I made your day a little brighter
This is my favorite Picture of Mother Mary! Look at her and take in her love, see the energy she is sending out from the back of her hands and her heart!