Saturday, May 11, 2013
“I can't go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.” ~ Alice
I guess one benefit of being able to find humor in any situation is the ability to laugh at myself - and at my Borderline Personality Disorder.
My baseline right now is happy, which is awesome, of course - however, I'm also manic and the weird emo-spikes are starting.... all is good then...wham EMO_OVERLOAD. Luckily they only last a few minutes then I can move on... laughing at self as needed.
I passed out last night, my poured shot still in its glass, at like 9:15 and slept straight thru till 5 which was amazing and utterly unusual. My dreams were fevered and odd and I woke up extra hurty, but I can feel rest happened and that is great.
Mostly things are good and I'm moving forward on my book, my health and my other goals, so, so far so good. I have a feeling this entire summer is going to be an adventure down the rabbit hole and I, for one, can't wait.