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We're all mad here...

Saturday, May 11, 2013

I can't go back to yesterday because I was a different person then. ~ Alice

I guess one benefit of being able to find humor in any situation is the ability to laugh at myself - and at my Borderline Personality Disorder.

My baseline right now is happy, which is awesome, of course - however, I'm also manic and the weird emo-spikes are starting.... all is good then...wham EMO_OVERLOAD. Luckily they only last a few minutes then I can move on... laughing at self as needed.

I passed out last night, my poured shot still in its glass, at like 9:15 and slept straight thru till 5 which was amazing and utterly unusual. My dreams were fevered and odd and I woke up extra hurty, but I can feel rest happened and that is great.

Mostly things are good and I'm moving forward on my book, my health and my other goals, so, so far so good. I have a feeling this entire summer is going to be an adventure down the rabbit hole and I, for one, can't wait.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
RASPBERRY56 5/11/2013 4:53PM

    Hang in there!

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PAIDIA 5/11/2013 3:54PM

    Thanks guys!

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GERARLAUR 5/11/2013 2:47PM

    Keep it true. Good luck.

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JAMBABY0 5/11/2013 2:46PM

    Sounds like everything is under control, good luck on your journey

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