Saturday, May 11, 2013
Mothers day is really tough for me .My mother passed away 40 years nov 5 th . My little brother turned 16 that october . I got married in May and my brother come to live with us in nov after mom died . My mothern law never really wanted my dh to get married again because she retired and it was just the 2 of them and i understood that but we lived next door for 15 years and took her everywhere we went but her grand kids were her life and a step mom no matter how good was not acceptable but we went thru 15 years and the kids grew up and i basically took care of anything my mothern law needed or wanted so when she died i knew when i looked into her casket i had done my best i could by her . She told me before she died i hope someone is as good to you as you have been to me if you get sick and dh has already passed . I said all this to say i know there are alot of us out there that have mothers that have been abusive verbally or physically but go the extra mile and try to mend your relationship with them so you won't have any regrets. Someday one of you are going to die and look into the other ones casket then it's just to late to say i wish i would have done something to get along. The Lord will help you and you will break one more chain in your life and feel so good later . I don't like crouds so dh took me out yesterday to golden corral and shopping . I found 2 large print amish books used at the christian bookstore for 4 dollars each and they are over 500 pages apiece. Today we are going to the flea market and i am just going to enjoy the day ! Have a great day and weekend !