Friday, May 10, 2013
Well it's Friday night and not too much is going on today. I'm hoping I lost something this week, but I'll find out on Sunday I didn't lose anything last week, but I didn't gain either so I'm okay. I haven't had the best nutrition tracker week, but I did pretty good. I did get a little more activity in too. One thing I'm proud of is that I got some scrapbooking pages done. It had been awhile since I really made some pages. I almost have my scrapbook caught up. I had rearranged some furniture to make it so i have more room for my hobbies.
I'm returning to my part time job tomorrow. I am not excited about it. The truth of the matter is I am not super happy at either of my jobs. My full time job, while the pay is good and the people are nice the system is really hard to deal with and the training isn't that great so a lot of time I feel like I am struggling to survive there. My internship is nearly over and soon I'll be expected to be fully functioning sr employee and i'm not sure i'm ready. My part time job isn't really money needed anymore. I think it is time to quit. I've been with that company for 13 years in various capacities and I think I've outgrown the position. I haven't missed it in my time off. I'm glad tomorrow's a three hour shift. I'm not sure what profession I should be in, but I don't think I'm in it now if that makes any sense, but I could handle it a little longer. I think I just want my weekends free. We'll see what I decide to do.
My bf has returned from his trip home, but it hasn't been going well. Our communication seems a bit off right now. I hope that gets a little better soon. It's a phase I'm sure like all relationships have, but I wish it wasn't happening right now when i have so many other things/self doubts flying around, but like all things I must take this as it comes. We'll be okay once we get the communication figured out again.
As far as everything else goes health wise I'm going to keep doing what I've been doing and currently I have some water that I need to go drink to get my goal in the for the day. I hope everyone has a great weekend. Thanks for reading my rambles.