Friday, May 10, 2013
I skipped breakfast this morning in favor of sleeping in (I know not such a good idea). But, today was weigh in and I did not want to put anything on my stomach to mess up my weigh in. I went and lost again. Two tenths of a pound, which puts me at the very bottom of the low end of my weight range. Forgot to also get my silver 5k charm for walking in Relay for life last weekend. I will get that next month.
Anyway, was told this afternoon that I am at the absolute low end of my weight range as I am now at 121 pounds even.
I need to be at a weight of 132 pounds or I may be kicked out of weight watchers.
But also, all they keep telling me at my meeting center is to eat more, eat more, eat more.
I have told mom this today and she is sympathetic to the fact that I do need to eat more, but, she is also not really being a help to me right now in that regard.
What I mean by that is that in the past three months we have had fights over her eating habits due to the effects of the chemotherapy.
She stays nauseated and when she does eat she immediately pukes everything back up.
I went to pick up her anti nausea medication today at the drug store and she got mad at me because I paid for both of the medications that the drug store had on file for her.
One was five dollars and one was seven fifty. She said that the doctors said that she did not need the one for seven dollars and fifty cents at all.
Then if she does not need it as it is obviously not working for her...then why still ask the drug store to fill the prescription?.
That makes no sense.
This coming tuesday she has chemotherapy again as this is the start of the last of her chemotherapy sessions.
I will speak to her chemotherapy nurses about this drug myself this week and see why the oncologist is insisting on her not needing this drug.
Anyway, my many thank you's to MASTERCARE as today's meeting was on mindful eating and was a wake up call for me due to the fact that in the past ten days I have at night been consuming about four apples a day while on the computer at night and I must remedy that.
Also MASTERCARE I need your help in knowing what to start eating "safely" to put back on at least nine pounds?.
I was telling mom today that I have not had a cheeseburger in six plus years and then she mentioned milkshakes.
I do not want to regain the weight I have lost. Any other suggestions are welcome.