Friday, May 10, 2013
good morning ladies.
been 4 days AF deciding if I am going to drink tonight at a fund raiser. I get in for free since hubby is playing with the ULL faculty jazz ensemble, donating their time to the fund raiser I might add. So I get to drink for free. Free drinks is a prime motivator for going and of course getting to hear the band play. I don't really like to socialize so that is a negative aspect.
I could just go and take a seat and listen and not try to mingle. There will probably be water to drink so I could just hold a glass of water. Or I could choose not to go which is a good option. Hubby would understand. I like to try and challenge myself in regards to the social aspect though and I do enjoy their playing! They will have a female vocalist tonight, She is really good. Think I will go and see how it goes, it is supposed to pour today so they will most likely be playing in the art gallery.
WE have another fund raiser to go to tomorrow night where I will have to socialize. We are guests at a table, some friends will be there so that is good. It is a cash bar so I won't be drinking, don't know, I use it as a crutch, or I HAVE IN THE past used it as a crutch.
make it a great friday!!!I sent my mother a big beautiful geranium again that she loves for mothers day, it arrived yesterday and she loved it!